Everyone has a story; a story you wouldn't know.

2011-05-26T05:27:00.004+08:00

memory will always be a memory,

it will neither happen again nor fade away.

no matter how much you tried to forget,

it will always be there for you, just for you.

i'll always remember the people i've met in my poly life.

cheers.

2011-04-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

so near yet so far.

i wish it could be little sooner.

time to be a soldier

8th Nov 2011

2011-04-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

the saddest thing is that when i said i quit drinking, none of them believe D:

but i prove them wrong and i stunned them for 12345 seconds. :P

sorry friends for the kind offer, i don't want history to repeat itself.

2011-03-28T02:01:00.010+08:00

3 years, a blink of an eye;

time to leave the school.

26th may 2011

2011-03-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

I thought i'd have got out of Singapore but in the end i didn't.
Monday(14/03/2011), i should be heading to the airport and board on a SQ flight to Fukouka for Japanese Exchange Programme.
Due to the earthquake, tsunami & the spillage of nuclear plant.
The trip was cancelled by the school's management team.
At the beginning, i was frustrated by the fact that the place we're going wasn't affected at all. Why do they even cancel it?
Then the more i think of it the more upset i've become.
If i wouldn't have put in much hope and effort on this god damn forsaken trip.
I would have plan to get a job right after my last day of exam.
This is life and life is full of craps.

Currently, i have been hunting for jobs.
I have sent 4 resume out and i have got none.
Better luck next time...

2011-03-13T14:12:00.003+08:00

we'll never listen to what others say when we're mad,

even if there are reasons.

2011-03-12T18:01:00.001+08:00

you can't make the same mistake twice,

the second time you make it,

it's no longer a mistake,

it's a choice.

2011-02-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

有些事不是你想忘就能忘了。

2011-02-13T18:40:00.002+08:00

Uni application is now open for all. Few days ago, i did my research with one of my friend. We were looking for the cut off point for local uni. We found out that most of the engineering course cut off point was about 3.5 for the 10th percentile. If only, in the past i was able to secure that GPA of mine, i would have got into engineering course in NTU. Nonetheless, i'm should be happy that i'm adequate for mathematical science of NTU. that was one of my favorite course. 'Cause it's all about MATHS, however i'm not as happy as i thought i would be. Maybe because i am used to being an engineering student. i think i should end my education at polytechnic.

I'm turning 21 this year, 2 years from now, i'm going for compass test and i MUST pass it and by the age of 26 i MUST be PILOT. That's what i'm after and my mission. 'Cause i've never give up on this dream. (:

2011-02-05T03:17:00.004+08:00

it should be posted on 04/02/2011.

i'd never failed to feel a sense of attached to that place.

'cause that's where i grew up.

the people who lived there were my maternal grandparents.

i'd just realised how helpless i've become to see them grow old.

i wish, just wish; they could live a little longer,

'cause there's something i want them to witness.

2011-02-05T02:19:00.002+08:00

my last post was like 25 days ago.

i know something is wrong; very wrong.

it shouldn't be this way; never should it be.

i wish i could figure it out sooner; before things get worse.

i pray to

the stars in the sky,

the corals in the ocean.

allow me clear the fog that's covering my mind.

2011-01-10T05:21:00.003+08:00

oh, i almost forgot.

thanks for reminding me.

2011-01-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

2011-01-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

i hate that burden module. damn efund damn.

2011-01-05T23:08:00.004+08:00

when i refused;

i'm waiting for my extra extra strong painkiller.

2010-12-31T10:43:00.002+08:00

New Year Resolution

I wish i could get back what i have lost.

2010-12-30T16:49:00.012+08:00

就算失去了也没关系吗？

是这样吗？

2010-12-25T06:22:00.004+08:00

this december,

i need a calm mind to tell me that i'm wrong or right.

2010-12-21T00:56:00.003+08:00

CAAS, i'm coming for you.

2010-12-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho, this is so not gonna happen on me.

2010-12-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

if things had never happened before.

i wonder; what kind of person am i.

2010-12-01T14:37:00.001+08:00

2010-11-24T09:40:00.006+08:00

coincidence happens only for once.

more than once,

i consider that as fate.

2010-11-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

all i need is some peace.

2010-11-20T01:06:00.014+08:00

why should i even care?
i ain't your anybody to care for you?
do whatever you want.
i'm tired.

2010-11-18T07:09:00.001+08:00

when you're feeling so depress and vex...

all you've got to do is to sleep.

2010-11-10T14:49:00.006+08:00

it's been 15 months; fucking 15 months.

2010-11-10T00:28:00.007+08:00

what's inside my mind can never come out right.

everytime i tried to post something on this blog,

i'll write and delete it the next second.

maybe, maybe there's too much up in my mind.

---

2010-10-31T00:00:00.001+08:00

that's what i told myself every night before i went to bed.

'cause i don't want to wake up in the middle of the night.

2010-10-30T13:02:00.005+08:00

uh, sorry guys about yesterday.

i didn't control myself from drinking.

end up, causing so much trouble for you guys.

sincerely sorry.

2010-10-29T17:34:00.004+08:00

if i'm a cat,

i would have spend 5 life out of the 9.

meow~

2010-10-27T03:51:00.007+08:00

it's already wednesday...

i'm counting down...

counting down to the day i had my last paper,

counting down to the day i graduate,

counting down to the day i enlist.

2010-10-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

Murphy's Law

if everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.

2010-10-25T22:46:00.004+08:00

bingo, you're right.

i'm heartless.

2010-10-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i talk about it?

2010-10-19T17:55:00.006+08:00

of all the things i did,

that's the only thing that give me a sense that i'm still alive.

2010-10-16T20:20:00.006+08:00

a gentle reminder to myself,

please control your diet & temper,

if you wanna live longer.

2010-10-14T15:34:00.001+08:00

speak pleasant and get pleasant reply.

speak nasty and be sure to turn around and walk away.

2010-10-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

don't bother explain yourself,

'cause it won't help when one has prejudice towards you.

2010-10-11T17:51:00.001+08:00

you were born because you are going to be important to someone.

2010-10-11T03:05:00.003+08:00

2010-10-05T02:08:00.004+08:00

i'd never fail to question myself;

what am i trying to avoid?

2010-10-03T14:25:00.001+08:00

now everyone out there is talking about the new planet.

2010-09-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

definition of habit:

A recurrent,

often unconscious pattern of behavior that is acquired through frequent repetition.

it may or may not be good;

it all depends.

2010-09-23T01:22:00.004+08:00

2 different genre of their own,

collide into 1;

love story meets viva la vida.

give yourself a chance to believe that miracle do exist.

2010-09-18T18:42:00.007+08:00

2010-09-17T16:16:00.002+08:00

There comes a time in your life when

you realize who matters, who never

did, and who always will. so don't

worry about people from your

past, because there is a reason they

didn't make it to your future.

2010-09-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

if that's what you believe,

if that's what you think,

ok, i won't explain myself.

'cause you won't believe anyway.

2010-09-15T17:47:00.002+08:00

tiger beer, black label & jim beam; drunk dead.

for the first time, he had a serious hangover.

what happen during that period, he remember all and all.

the words he said,

the things he did,

and the people who were there to look after him.

2010-09-07T16:19:00.005+08:00

"a good start is half the success."

i didn't have a good start today.

am i expecting myself too much?

so that i won't lose to people who competes with me,

trying to prove relatives that i'm capable,

or just simply hitting my own target and goal?

i choose to ignore _____ today.

'cause...

1. i'm having tongue tied early in the morning.

2. i don't wanna put too much hope on it.

3. i don't want to end up hurting people.

and my mom was right, when you ain't feeling good,

don't wear black, 'cause it might get worse.

2010-08-28T11:34:00.006+08:00

Aw, how sad?
Nevermind, 'cause a show is about to start soon
Want some popcorn?

2010-08-25T01:05:00.007+08:00

laugh out loud.

2010-08-23T20:46:00.003+08:00

once upon a time, there was a boy who loved a girl,

and her laughter was a question

he wanted to spend his whole life answering.

2010-08-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

hi people, i'm back.
for people who loves me, i'll be here for you always.
for people who hates me, that's too bad.
i'm not gonna let you kill me that soon yet.
hint my words, my return is gonna be your mishap.

2010-07-01T02:43:00.009+08:00

everything comes to an end,

because nothing last forever.

same goes for blogger, i will stop here.

2010-06-29T04:28:00.005+08:00

things happen for a reason,

its just that you have yet to find out the reason why.

2010-06-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

2010-06-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

what if someone reply you so?, then?, my problem? or i don't care?
how would you feel? if you're talking to someone like me?
please refine yourself from using those words.
or else don't expect me to start a conversation.

2010-06-25T19:16:00.008+08:00

i had a dream,

there's this little girl in white dress.

she told me

"you'll meet her again."

before i ever ask her who is she and who is the "her"

i was waken up by the alarm...

2010-06-23T20:02:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna sleep with a smile tonight!

england just make it to the top 16!

2010-06-22T22:39:00.008+08:00

EH EH I WATCH TOY STORY 1 AND 2 BEFORE!!

looking forward on thursday toy story 3!

2010-06-21T07:23:00.002+08:00

nothing but a passerby.

2010-06-19T05:24:00.004+08:00

utterly disappointed with England.

2010-06-18T11:00:00.003+08:00

when i become a little quieter than usual.

2010-06-18T01:35:00.003+08:00

i'm so sorry but this room is being occupied, please try again later.

2010-06-16T16:46:00.003+08:00

as much as i know,

i'm exhausted.

2010-06-16T00:50:00.002+08:00

712 times and i'm not tired of it.

because it's a nice song.

2010-06-12T03:36:00.004+08:00

ah la ah la, adorable!

2010-06-10T18:34:00.006+08:00

you can...

hurt; hurt as many times as you want,

cry; cry as loud as you wish,

fall; fall as deep as you like,

but one day you have to...

stop hurting for someone who doesn't care about you.

stop crying for someone who doesn't shed a tear for you.

stop falling for someone who doesn't even spare any feeling for you.

2010-06-09T01:05:00.003+08:00

perhaps, you ain't sure of who you're dealing with.

2010-06-03T07:09:00.002+08:00

say it when you mean it.

2010-06-02T06:56:00.004+08:00

perhaps, people have always been too nice to you to an extend that you don't realise your problem.

2010-06-01T06:18:00.010+08:00

one can never get back what they lost.

because this is how it's supposed to be.

2010-05-29T18:25:00.002+08:00

i'm waiting for the rain.

2010-05-27T09:18:00.001+08:00

someone like you never know what's sorry and regret.

someone like me never know what's forgive and forget.

2010-05-25T23:43:00.007+08:00

he got an undesirable grade for his mp/sip just for something call love.
perhaps he is dumb because in the end he gets nothing.
he regret;

2010-05-23T17:19:00.011+08:00

I'd just realised how life has really become since that day.

the anger i had in me, am i suppose to let it out?

2010-05-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

the lake house.

2010-05-20T22:41:00.007+08:00

the sun told the earth,

no matter what happen,

i will always shine on you,

just to keep you warm.

2010-05-20T01:30:00.004+08:00

next to the boy was a paper plane.

2010-05-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

a very simple question, do you believe hardworks pay off?

2010-05-17T00:44:00.006+08:00

it's been nearly 2 months,

what was there shoudn't be there,

it comes and goes just like wind,

you can't see him and you can no longer feel the breeze that he gave.

2010-05-14T05:57:00.011+08:00

i'll give you 10 reasons just to satisfied your doubts.

2010-05-13T09:09:00.002+08:00

The sun stops shining,
The sky starts falling,

The world stops spinning,
The stars stop twinkling,
The ocean is dry,
The wind stops blowing.

2010-05-08T00:08:00.013+08:00

hey to the clouds above.

i don' know who's going to be my fair lady.

but i hope you could help me look after her.

keep her a little longer for me.

2010-05-06T18:27:00.003+08:00

i'm breaking apart.

5th day of nosebleed.

2010-05-05T22:09:00.006+08:00

i saw my "first love".

she said"how are you?"

i replied"fine, what about you?"

she replied"good :)"

perhaps, this is me.

i'd never answer truthfully to the question how are you.

2010-05-03T00:22:00.003+08:00

i still remember there's something i need to do and that is to get myself up in the sky.

2010-05-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

if you're good, people will say it for you.

2010-04-30T16:50:00.004+08:00

someone once told me, no matter what; don’t make someone your whole life, make them apart of it instead. Don’t drop your hobbies, friends, family and make someone your everything because once they’re gone, you may end up with nothing.

true, i have experience it. 2.2 is the lowest point in my entire poly life. i failed all my papers which contributes 20% to my mp/sip. how do you want me to react? for the past 3 sems i have been sitting way up high...at least a 3.5 above for the past 3 sems and now i'm falling way down to an undesireable grade just because of some fucking ship things? maybe i'm too idiotic to even realise that what position i'm in back then. push the blame to myself for being so ignorant and foolish.

perhaps i shouldn't have fallen in love or maybe i shouldn't have met her in my life. i hope and please god never let me see her again for next few decades.

2010-04-29T09:58:00.003+08:00

no reason to stay is a good reason to go.

2010-04-26T23:16:00.004+08:00

one fine afternoon, yuhao and his friends; verna, qiulian, tingze and weixian went to a nearby playground and play swing. this is the first time yuhao playing it.(fyi, he has no much childhood as he was locked in the house by his mother.) while he was playing, he experienced something which was extraordinary. when the swing was at its forward peak. he fell off from the swing and 180 degree turn and hit his head. PIAO LIANG!

2010-04-23T17:31:00.003+08:00

that's what others' think of you.

you might defend for yourself,

saying that that's not your intention.

who knows if it's true or false?

you know it better than anyone else.

2010-04-19T06:29:00.001+08:00

99 promises rejected by 1 truth.

2010-04-18T02:58:00.005+08:00

monday :)

tuesday >:(

wednesday :O
thursday :D
friday :DD

2010-04-17T02:15:00.005+08:00

i love my timetable.

2010-04-15T17:24:00.005+08:00

she has the biggest impact in my life.

she's the girl that changes my life.

she and i wasn't meant to be...

so goodbye girl.

2010-04-13T01:43:00.008+08:00

tell you a little secret...

he fell in love with a girl who leave him not long ago.

guess what?

he's not gonna treat her like how he did.

he thinks...

she doesn't need him to treat her that way too?

unless...

she love him.

or else...

no.

you chase him away didn't you?

2010-04-09T03:12:00.011+08:00

if goodbye is the only word that i'm gonna say to you,

i'd rather not met you in my life.

2010-04-08T15:54:00.003+08:00

Miss A: do you miss her?

Mr B: uh, very much.

Miss A: why?

Mr B: it's a habit.